sorry. its been awhile, a lot has changed. A LOT.
1. i'm in a relationship. which leads to...
2. it means his and my life have become ONE.
3. which is not necessarily a bad thing but...
4. its not always so good...because
5. i don't get alot of what i need to do done...
6. so things like this get left behind...
7. and friends too...
whatever...its the first time i can say i dont have time for things cause i'm in love.
what a chore, what a glorious chore...what a relief...what a fabulous relief.
someone LOVES me...!!!!
its amazing y'all...its like the best feeling in the world to know someone cares for you exactly the way you care for them. i like that idea...i'm gonna try and keep it.
you think about all the things that you've said you didn't want to think about anymore cause it was sad (like weddings, babies, mortgages, sedans) then it makes you even more excited.
is it what i want?
sure
right now?
maybe
do i care if i dont get it
yes. yes i do.
cause i like most healthy women trying to find themselves, want the american dream.
oprah with a family.
